In the stillness of time!

Although having happy childhood, loved by parents and friends, still at times I felt an emptiness in my heart, longing to have something more, something more complete. After a life long misery with failed relationships, God gave me you. But I’ve always had the fear if this would last? Will this love be forever? Is there an Happily ever after to this story?

But then life changed, my fear came to pass, you left and I lost my path. I was broken. The emptiness was more now. Slow times in the darkness of the night, crying, hugging my pillow tight was my life. Wanting to move on, but waiting for you to come back. In time I learnt to embrace this pain but I will never give up on us! Maybe life will give me a second chance, maybe not.

Writing with love, stuck in the stillness of time, just wanting to be happy again!

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